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The whole morning (and partially the afternoon) has been spent on writing Christmas Cards for people. Some are my friends, and others are not, though they are people in my class. I still have some more cards to go, but should I give them Christmas Cards? Sure they are in my class and all, but I’m kinda disliked (oh fine, hated! 
Oh well, so what, s’not my fault that I was feeling anti-social (and still am offline ) I think that I’d be way too weird for people to understand if I was really me….:( Sigh…) )
My friends certainly haven’t reacted too well with me laughing at everything. Well its their fault for wanting me to be ‘more happy’ so I’ll just laugh and smile at everything, as I continue on losing more and more of my true personality, forever left off as a mere shell *sigh*
ANYWAY, back to the topic, I’ve written Christmas Cards for (and they are all in various sizes of cards X.x some sparkly, some not) (and this is just a list for rememberance or an attempt to):
*All eight of my teachers except a certain dispised Commerce teacher (I like the subject, I hate the class ) (therefore seven)
*Tina *Elva *Mai-chi *Mai *Stella *Eleanor *Lily (gotta keep these following three in a line ) *Mary *Marie *Maria *Kris *Erica *Jessica *Stephanie *Julia *Jhoan
(hmm, its kinda funny that I think of the people in my electives and english first (the only classes I don’t have with Tina and Elva) (well i didn’t leave out my friends either but thats beside the point)
*Linda (can’t forget her because her birthday just past and I didn’t know (hey i’m not that mean!) so *attaches a prezzie with the card* ):P
And I think thats all the people I wrote cards to currently, though there’s more to come (I have about 15+ cards left and I want to use them all up )
I suppose now I’ll have to move the list to people in most of my classes (well fine, that’ll be either four or five of the classes(math)) I’m not counting the people in my math class just because I don’t know them.
AM i on a figurative leash? Are we ALL on figrative leashes? It seems that when I do have friends around I see no point in talking to others and thus I disagree with them, yet when I don’t have any of the said friends around (Or when I’d be nigelated like usual when people have to pair up (seating arangements never are three seats are they?) and then of course Joey left…I guess I should send her a E-card? Then again, she’s not that close of a friend, but she still was a friend….and what about my primary school and past tutoring friends… Of course I get angry at them in my depressingly pathetic states of mind…..
Great…now I’m all depressed again like I usually am and it doesn’t help that people tease me and annoy me and insult me and etc. 
*MUST NOT THINK OF THOSE DEPRESSING THOUGHTS*
Think happy ones like…
Final Fantasy rules! I’m replaying them all (I got off the Sims Its kinda annoying to find out that livin it large was almost exactly the same as house party) and I’m currently at Final Fantasy Seven Yes I even replayed the ever so old ones, FF4 which I only played a bit of as I never did like that Dragoon guy, FF5, which I played earlier in the year – It was the one with Butz and the Chocobo 
, FF6 with Terra, who from what I remember of the end, she too is an Esper and I’m currently at FF7 with Cloud, Barrett, Tifa, Aeris(hmm I thought it was Aerith) and Red XIII.
I kinda stopped playing games for a while to catch back on my piles of reading from the break I took when I did my exams. Sigh…and it is difficult to catch back up on everything…Thats what I dispise most….NO ELVA I CAN’T STOP PLAYING OR USING COMPUTERS OR THE INTERNET FOR EVEN A SHORT BLOODY TIME BECAUSE ITS TOO BLOODY DIFFICULT TO CATCH UP!!!!! MORE POSTS EVERYDAY AT ALL THE MESSAGE BOARDS, MORE FANFICTION, MORE EMAILS, MORE GUILD BOARD POSTS, MORE UPDATING, MORE COMMENTING!!!! THE LIST IS PRACTICALLY NEVERENDING!!!!
SO NOW I CAN’T STOP UNLESS TIME ITSELF STOPS!
Afterall, the phrase is,
Time stops for NO ONE
Well great, I’m enraged now *sigh* better end this blog, and yeah, so I’m practiacally talking to myself but what is the point? what does it matter? actually don’t answer These retorical questions and answer the one’s above
Anyway, the last but happy thing is, I for this weekend (today and tomorrow) my internet bandwith doesn’t count at all so i could go crazy downloading as I will as soon as I finish this blog and it seems that i update this once a week so that will continue on)
~Lav
Anyway, this just a sort thing to say that I only have the exams on Monday and then I’m back completely! (And actually doing things, not just checking emails, etc, blah!