Hm.. Well, it was my birthday on the 25th of May. Yay.
However, that’s not being sarcastic. It was a nice day really. Just I still feel upset that my grandma isn’t around for it.

Of course, I was also a little down because:
1. Received my report two days before. Meep. May I hide, please?
2. Got a hair cut a day before (and it was just meant to be symbolic of putting away frivolities — only for my birthday to suddenly arrive the next day. That just so weakens my resolve. Heh.)

But on the other hand, I managed to draw manga style ^_ Or what I would think would be manga style.
I like how it turned out. It looks almost exactly what I think a manga page looks like ^^ Though I suppose it could do with some touch ups in my manga studio debut program — though this was done in photoshop since it doesn’t have a vectoring tool in it.

So other than getting another assignment – nothing really has been going on.

sigh My life is so dull. Constantly revolving around school with no time for anything else and its winter coming soon, so no there’s no so called summer holidays. rolls eyes

Busy with schoolwork as usual. This day to day process of going to school and working on homework + study all day + lots of unwanted procrastination in between + lack of sleep is seriously getting to me.

This is so depressing. Having fun now feels like procrastination >_< Not to mention the lack of sleep trying to get everything finished on time. Or the notes that aren’t even all that thorough.

However, I am now doing constant notes in the detested physics and I do chemistry notes every time the section ends… so I suppose it’s an okay pace. That is, if I manage to catch up all the other works.

Meantime – Yet another, I shouldn’t have done any art and I should focus on my studies instead –
Featuring the Gundam Wing pilots in almost comic book styled re-done + colourisation:

Original image can be found at http://www.stormloader.com/users/ilovebshonen/
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Hmm assignment checklist this term is rather short -

*Physics
*Studies of Religion

But that doesn’t change the fact that I’ll be swamped next term with assessments.

Of course, this week is pretty busy. How unjoyful.

Firstly, I have parent teacher interviews tomorrow. Which means reports. K’so. I didn’t do well in physics and chemistry.

Even better? It’s photos day the day after on the 24th. May I hide?

And of course… the 25th of May – a Thursday (seems like it always falls on this day..) only, this time, my grandmother won’t be around to celebrate it… She’ll never be around ever again…unless she’s a ghost now. Doubtful.

That hurts the most, I suppose. Of course, I seem to half forget the day too don’t I? But is there really anything to celebrate about?
17 years old. What … fun. Makes very little difference. Perhaps I’ll just try and change for the better…

I want to get into university after all. Heh. But right now?

I just feel like repressed, oppressed, and depressed.

Oh yes, and Friday’s Australia’s Biggest Morning Tea Day which goes towards the Cancer Council to support Cancer Research ^^ So join in with that!! =) Least there’s some form of good will this week.