I wonder what it would be like to die.
To disappear from the earth.
To feel pain, which numbs away the mind,
As blood flows quickly in rivers of dusted red.
An impossible prayer, wishing for strength,
So it’d be you lying in the blood instead.
But no, it’s just my time to unwind.
This slow death I face. It’s my turf.
All I can do is sit here and cry.
On the other hand, I got back my politics mark and its 79. Yay! My first D for proper arts [because psych just doesn't count]
Alrighty, finished uni for the year as of well..the day before. Haha.
Finished my politics exam early, oddly enough. Purely because the essay questions matched the two essay questions I studied although its a question whether I did those correctly in my preparation time for that to follow through into the essay. Oh and handwriting messiness is also an issue.
So I finally got to make use of that cyclo ds cart I received several weeks ago. -sigh- Making use of the real time save as its just ever useful. Haha. Played and finished time hollow today and although rather short, it’s awesome. Rather like an interactive anime. Although playing it all day makes me feel rather sick. Haha. Ah how crap. Since when did I stop being capable of playing games all day without… -gasp- fatigue?
But yes, Time Hollow is an interesting nintendo ds game made by Konami and as you can tell from the title, it involves quite a bit of time travel. It’s probably rather linear in that you’re basically just finding clues to further the story line [although supposedly there's an alternate ending after you finishing playing through the first time but I'm not up for it today ==']. With anime level graphics, voice and video it’s pretty for a visual novel type of game.
Okay, granted, most visual novels out of Japan tend to be doujinshi games which err well one they’re fan made and two they’re well.. rather explicit with some. :/
Ah yes, here’s something. A mirror of the Time Hollow OST i.e. Soundtrack!
Rather like the music so I might just well… keep the link to remind me. Haha.
Issues, issues. Uni’s not quite over yet, in that, I can just leave it and forget about it for a month or two, because results, as well as figuring out what subjects I’ll take next year are still on my mind.
Oh and this new volunteer project for sife is so much effort and I have answer like a dozen carefully thought out emails ==’ Ughhhhhh. I hate email. So cold. You can’t express any emotion. So rigid. So formal. And if you accidentally press send you’ll just annoy the person you emailed. I suppose its like slightly faster snail mail. Oh well, on the other hand, email isn’t confrontational I guess.
So I woke up to a nightmare this morning. I think this nightmare would make an interesting play. If this really was the end [which it's not] then I could continue writing. Of course, being the mind in its pure essence, there are just far too many plot holes to work with. Oh well.
I suppose it can be surmised in a spiral towards truth which brings about the end of existence.
Hm. I never realised how old all the people in my 2nd year politics class are. Oh sure, out of the.. 12 people, there were about 3 that were clearly a different age [like in their 30s ==''] but some…you think they’re the same age and suddenly you find out that they’re 25. Well no wonder I cannot express as much opinions as they. They have several years of living to formulate such views. And this is what my essays will compete against next week? Oh joy.
Exams exams. Before I leave.. I found my legal exam okay in content but I don’t think i’ll perform very well [not only because its so hard to read my handwriting] but also because I didn’t memorise enough cases to support it and well. May have gotten theory mixed up a little or just omitted. -sigh-
It appears I need in order to get back to D average.. a hd, a 80, and two 75s. :/ Or something along those lines. I.e. All Ds. I had that and more before. But I just got so tired in this final exam period. -sigh-